memang sayang kamu dunia akhirat.

ini kali pertama aku jaga orang kesayangan aku masa sakit, bermalam di wad hospital. Mak had an ovarian cyst, that need to be removed. Its really an honor to take care of her, since i never had a chance to do the same with my late liltte brother- Yusri when he had leukemia. i am regret not be able to do so back then just because of my schedule- school on weekdays and tuition on weekends. i was really upset and a bit jealous of my elder sisters and brother because they had a memory being with him. enough about the past.

now i'm all grown up i look after Mak after she had the surgery. Mak is a strong woman, very strong- no doubt. she have her own way manage things when comes to difficult time like this. the surgery went well. alhamdulillah. experience and memories masa jaga Mak memang sangat precious. dan, baru aku dapat tahu sebab apa syurga tu letaknya dibawah tapak kaki mereka.

Mak being warded for 4 days and so much i learnt during that period. bermacam ragam aku nampak. anak yang berjaga siang malam sampai bengkak kakinya sebab tidur hanya di kerusi plastik- tetap disisi ibu. memimpin , membersihkan, menyuap, menukarkan pakaian and even bath their loved ones. itulah yang baru dinamakan sayang. si suami yang korbankan waktu rehat dari kerja hanya untuk berjumpa si isteri, walaupun untuk beberapa jam sahaja. adik yang tidak tahu erti penat menjaga kakak. itu semua sebab sayang.

for what is worth, it took such a pure heart to do such an honor thing.